Emotional
I think that I'm too much emotional. When something goes by, I should make myself out of the states that I was in. In this year, I did my best to do my research. Finally, I reached the top conference, although it is selected as a short paper; however, I think that I have tasted the process of making a paper out. To do work hard everyday, sometimes I doubt that what the purpose is. I don't know where the source of my power comes from. I feel depressed sometimes. I feel tired sometimes. Students leave every year, and I am still here. Maybe I have to try my best without thinking so much. I am too emotional, and I don't know how to lie to others, to myself. When I said something in my heart, but the reflection is not as my expectation, I will be so depressed. Therefore, I decide not to saying anything to those ones who will not understand what I was thinking about. To be silent should be a good choice for me. Sorrow is never forgettable for good.